but maybe not
the 15th June.
Ides of June.
Recurring in Outlook. Outlook synchronised with my cell phone. 2 messages meet me today
Your birthday (my phone). your birthday (my laptop).
I want to forget all that made loving you hurt me. A party made loving you fun.
I miss the parties I arranged for your birthday. Reading the reminder I want to send you a card. But maybe not.
I want to arrange a parrty. But maybe not.
I wish I could let it all go and delete the recurring reminder. But maybe not.
Party. Love. Sunshine. Summer. Love.