He looked like I imagined Heathcliffe, all those years ago when at 12 I lost myself in the book. Even a stream of famous actors had failed to live up to my imagination. That day in our brief conversations I found him to be softly spoken, not self-preposessed, considerate of the other people around him. The serenity round him was reminsicent of Gregory Peck.
The collar on his large white shirt had frayed through wear. It reminded me of my sweet smelling ruffled white bedding, softened through use, always inviting. Together the rugged good looks, slightly neglected look and serenity had a powerful gravitational force on my heart. Alas, I wasn’t looking like Lauren Bacall or Audrey Hepburn. For a moment I felt terribly tatty, wishing I had practiced the socially acceptable art of girliness so that I could do all those things that are meant to be attractive, bat long dark mascara laden eyelashes at him, step forward confidently in high heels, smile with reddened lips and glance sideways at at him though contact lenses rather than spectacles. Luckily, this suprise moment of intensley painful insecurity passed quickly with thoughts of my resemblance to the fabulously beautiful Patti Smith.
When we parted I took his hand in both of mine, smiled into his deeply dark eyes, and told him that I was certain that we would meet again.